EL CERRITO, CA.
There are days that I feel as though I am completly worthless. Today would be one of those days...very much so. The purpose behind traveling so much and playing music and trying to encourage the people we meet is that we know we are called to do it. At the same time the enemy wants to take that certainty and turn into into a "not so sure". So today I am battling over my flesh, which is so tired from traveling so much this spring, and my desire to have a "normal" life again.
Elise is so good at reminding me that it is not about ME, it is not about US but it is about obedience and doing what we know is the right thing for us at this time.
Oh God forgive me for being so weak. I feel as though I could sleep for days. The enemy has made me believe as if what we are doing is worthless and pointless. Renew my strength in you and remind me that my purpose is only found in you and not in the claps and cheers of those we play for. I want to be more like You Jesus...You are my shelter...
There are days that I feel as though I am completly worthless. Today would be one of those days...very much so. The purpose behind traveling so much and playing music and trying to encourage the people we meet is that we know we are called to do it. At the same time the enemy wants to take that certainty and turn into into a "not so sure". So today I am battling over my flesh, which is so tired from traveling so much this spring, and my desire to have a "normal" life again.
Elise is so good at reminding me that it is not about ME, it is not about US but it is about obedience and doing what we know is the right thing for us at this time.
Oh God forgive me for being so weak. I feel as though I could sleep for days. The enemy has made me believe as if what we are doing is worthless and pointless. Renew my strength in you and remind me that my purpose is only found in you and not in the claps and cheers of those we play for. I want to be more like You Jesus...You are my shelter...

